Star, Sun, Sea ... Earth, Moon, Me

Star Sun, Sea … Earth, Moon, Me … David, Joyce, and Jan singing like Gypsies at the dinner table, and me like a Gypsy Ma Ma, who was happily drinking the wine with her loved ones, while her blood dancing the fire for this blissful moment --

After the workshop, David came to tell me -- That is total mastery.

“Yap! I am not afraid to go where it is needed! “ I answered in my usual confidence that sometimes made some “nice people” really, really mad. Why should I care about the opinions from "nice people? " They have never been through what I have been through, and they have to be political correct all the time ... Well, I know too much to be politically correct. It is good just be confident with what I know from my soul. David was used to my boldness. In some level he also knows that I just refuse to perform those social ritual of predictability.

Then I looked into David’s eyes, hard to believe that we have many years not seeing each other. I feel that we are still lived close by, that he and Joyce in 14 street E. and I lived in 9th street E, NYC. They have moved many times from NY to CT to CO ... and I? hum--- I don't even remember where was I, or who was I most of the time. When we leap in consciousness, we just don't live in yeasterday's realty any more. No matter how much we grow, or how fast we shifting our consciousness awareness, we have always been so close in our hearts, dimensionally.

“ Thank you for trusting me so much, David. “

“ Yes, I do trust you. There was a moment, I told myself -- gee, I have no idea what she is going to say, or going to do … “

I laughed too, because I had no ideas either. All I know was to be in the moment, to address what is hidden in the collective humanity, and to dance it out. I have seen too many spiritual people holding tears from the past that trapped them in the past. I was one of them.

David is the one who invited me to give a workshop for
Emissaries of Divine Light. My heart is still beating with those amazing human beings, who are focused, caring, sincere, and devoted their lives to the spiritual growth of all beings ... My heart is still beating with their dance of facing the hidden selves in humanity, and the tears from the birth pain ... my heart ... is still beating ... with the cry of goddess and the screams from the wounded hero ... my heart ... is still beating ... with our pearly wisdom that used to be the bitter tears and sandy irritation ... My heart ... is still beating.

Energy transmute itself, so there is no need to be afraid of our hidden selves. Anger, hatred, prejudice, self-righteous ... are all attitudes from repressed energy. When we dance, all is energy in motion, and we rebirth ourselves to be free like a child again. From this state, our intent is clear, and the manifestation is clear. This sounds very simple, like watching someone else dancing ballet. If it is really this simple, then everybody should be enlightened just by reading these words. In a way, it IS. A seed is a seed ... Dance is none verbal. Energy never lies, the same with body languages.

That was actually the best workshop I have ever given in my whole life, and I am amazed that I made it so simple after four years' disappered from a world that was only one of the infinite.

“ Can I have some wine? “ I ask David.
“ Yes, we are going to have dinner together, and have some wine ..”

Wine, wine, divine.
Star, Sun, Sea … Earth, Moon, Me …

This was the song David wrote years ago, and Joyce sang it in a concert we produced together.
So good to be together, from the stars to the heart of every living wisdom.

Here we are together again --
Joyce sat like Mother Earth, Jan had much stories to tell …
David had to make a phone call to another his loved one to share this moment in spirit.
Jan was so beautiful and wise, I had such a great time laughing with her, even though I did not remember when she left.
Joyce began looked like a moon to me, and David was still David.
Before I put my boots on for my room, I asked --- “ hum!!! Where is my hat?”
David and Joyce both said together: “ You just gave it to Jan. “
This time, even David looked like a moon, I saw two moon smiling at me, like twins …
Love, it is all about love, not necessary lovers, but love ...

Oh, my eternal beloved, I am deeply in love with whatever is in front of me ...

Star, Sun Sea ... Earth, Moon, Me ...

So good to be together,

Heart of Mine ...

Omni Particle